Saturday, June 6, 2020

EveryYear I Cry!



Friends,

At the end of every school year since the first grade I’ve cried.   The saying goes, “It seems impossible until it’s done”.   My tears convey a sense of overwhelming joy, grit, gratitude, and hope.    The joy comes from accomplishing another goal.  The determined sprit comes from understanding that overcoming obstacles isn’t for the faint at heart.   The gratitude exists for the people in each chapter of my life who promise that not only can  I achieve success but I will.  It might be fair to say that I cry because each year brings about a challenge that seems impossible. 

  Today I had the opportunity to celebrate graduation with my first group of Walnut Grove Christian School Seniors as a mentor and teacher.  This year our time in the classroom was cut short by unforeseen circumstances nonetheless, I tried to remind my students often that I was grateful to be their teacher. I’ve always loved graduations because they honor dedication to future dreams.  They celebrate both who graduates are and the promises that await them.  Today, as I watched our seniors I held back tears because celebrating dreams of young people has always been my greatest dream. A teacher can’t teach without her students!  Congratulations class of 2020! It brought me great joy to dream big with you!

As a first year teacher with cerebral palsy, I worried that students would judge or misunderstand my limitations.  At the end of this school year I cried because my students care enough not to care. It is the one of most remarkable feelings I have ever experienced.

As a first year teacher, I wondered how well I’d connect with fellow teachers.  We all teach differently but support and acknowledge the abilities of one another. We love what we do and can count on each other.    It isn’t  just about knowing  good teachers it’s about knowing good people.  I cried because  it takes courage to teach. It's so encouraging when the teachers you work with affirm your call!

As a first year teacher, I was nervous about sharing prayer requests in our staff prayer circle.   I’ve borrowed strength from that circle often.  It is a daily reminder that God is the center of what we do at school. 

As a first year teacher I wondered how much of a difference and now I have an inbox of thank you e-mails from students.

At the end of the every school year I cry.  This year has been full of opportunity to conquer challenge.  I am so proud to be a Walnut Grove Christian School teacher... It seems impossible  for it to be end of my first year of teaching. I'm not done yet. Truthfully,  I really hope this is just the beginning!

 Joy & Prayers,
Teacher Julie

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