A few
weeks ago, I started attending a local church. The congregation meets in a local elementary school. The fact that we meet in a school fascinates
me. My pathway to teaching has been a
long and bumpy road. Yet, I’ve been
given the gift to continue my education, serve students in a Christian
ministry (and several other places), substitute in both catholic and public
schools, and now I get to meet God on Sunday in a school! This helps me understand that my love for
teaching and learning is understood.
One
thing that sets this congregation apart from others is that we are arranged in a circle. This helps create a sense of belonging ---
even if you’re new like me. Last week Pastor Michael welcomed us to church and then
explained the significance of the circle.
His words were simple yet deeply profound. “Remember, we are in the circle to receive
God’s love for us and then give that love and encouragement to the people
around us.” As he spoke I reflected on the significance of
sitting in circles.
My first
summer out of college, I was as an intern with UrbanPromiseCharlotte. It was a summer that rekindled my spiritual
journey and redefined JOY! At the end of
the summer our teens, interns, and staff gathered to share our prayers and the
burdens of our hearts---- a prayer circle.
Creating a circle for this purpose can be overwhelming for teens or an
intern who is reconnecting with God. In
fact, for a solid minute nobody spoke. I
looked around the room thinking: “ These
teens are amazing and have given their whole selves to reaching young children
everyday all day, all summer! I also hate silence. Then, I spoke, “I’ve graduated from college and don’t really
have any plans. I’m sort of nervous
about that!” I stopped and then, the first student raised his hand to share his
heart, and, another, and another, and another.
Giving a little bit of myself as mentor helped these students understand
that they were loved no matter what they shared in the circle.
My students don’t know this but it is on that
day in that circle that I decided I would keep trying to be a teacher. It’s as simple as this. I cant ’t expect my students to reach their
potential if I am going to give up on
mine. I was in that space all summer to
receive God’s love and to understand that I was a teacher --- even if it didn’t
look like the image I had created.
Since, I
began my journey as a graduate student it has been a privilege to belong to the
circle of this community. Each time I
visit these extraordinary group of students they remind me that there is only
one way to conquer adversity. It is to LOVE the world around you--- even
when you feel forgotten, misunderstood, or silenced. Belonging here has taught me that individual
hardship can collective be turned into love and joy!
This
week members of the UrbanPromiseCharlotte community honored me with Strength to Love
Award. I’m ever grateful for
congratulations and recognition. Still,
it’s a funny thing when those who gave you a place to do what you love recognize
you! In his introduction of the award
the presenter (one of my greatest mentors) mentioned my strength to walk in the
face of fear and simultaneously provide heartfelt words of encouragement to
those around me. “If you’ve ever
received an encouraging note from this person; he prompted the crowd raise your
hand. Her notes are amazing!” (That’s when I figured out he was giving me an
award). He ended by sharing my dream to become a teacher. Yet, in that moment, I knew that I had
accomplished my greatest goal : LOVE OUT LOUD…. It’s the only thing
that keeps the world moving! If people matter
to you LOVE and ENCOURAGE them intentionally.
Love is
---
· The young girl who stops to quietly
step out of her line from ballet class to give you a hug!
· The young girl who struggles to read but wants
you to read with her.
· The young boy who struggles to read but
thanks you for bringing BOGGLE because he really had fun in reading class
today!
· The teacher on your hallway who
remembers it’s your first day of full time teaching and takes time to write you a card when she
has a thousand other things to do.
· The teachers who read and leave encouraging
words on your blog posts!
· Love is the gift GrandMom sends a gift in
the mail for no reason!
· Love is getting an e-mail from the
site director of an after school program who wants to check to see that you’re
alight even though she manages far more kids than you! She’s someone I admire
very much!
· Love is listening to young children
share their dreams in front of a room full of strangers!
· Love is recognizing the one thing
some did right rather than critizing the nine things they did wrong!